sorrow

Just sorrow was there
me and sorrow came together
hope and happiness left me
I think they came with you
sorrow stayed back with me
we don't talk much
just he is there...

my face in his absent

mirror remind my pain
when I saw my face
new lines were there
every night I count hours in his absent
every day added one line in my face
now there are so many lines ...
in his absent ....
is he able to remember me with all lines????

draw your love

give me a pencil
to draw your absent
one color is enough
just black ...
give me pencil to draw your love
hundred color are not enough...

your path

you went from this road
days ago
years ago
I followed your steps
everyday
every night
to see where u went
are u coming back from same road??

my last page

I am tired of running alone ...
for my sake hold my hand
read my last chapter with me
let me breath
one more time
let me die in peace
let me smile
close my eyes for ever
then you can go.....

dream less

In your absent my dear Saturday
I became helpless
hopeless
dream less
my dream of your pure light
became so small
do you remember me yet???

My only dream is you

close your eyes
give birth to new dream
let it grow
every night
I deliver my dream
dream of the day you come back
I go through so much pain
but
yet I close my eyes to
see my dream ...
As you are my lovely dream...

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childhood dream

HE came at last! with the promise he made to me in childhood; With a 100 roses and a ring amidst it. in return i was to give a smile! instead came tears. I left with what he had to give me. It was too late,hE DIDN'T realise I had grown up; and my childhood dream had become SMALL! My dream brought TEARS and not a SMILE. He ARRIVED TOO LATE!!!!!!

Remember me

Remember me
when you are struggling
when you are up
and even down
Remember my last cry
my last kiss
Remember my last hug
my last try to stop you
My last smile
My last deep breath...
remember me

my only happiness

They asked to share our happiness
I told no
my only happiness is you
I can't share it with any one ...
how can I share you ...
my only hope
my only love .......

drunk

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You asked me : what is wrong with you?
I told I am drunk
you told
I have nothing to do with a drunk girl
you left me
now in your absent I am mad
half dead
and
you never found
I was drunk of your love
now I am half dead
half mad
give me a chance to be a drunk of your present...

my only reason

my only reason
to fight
to smile
to go
to come
to sit
to breath
to bow down
to jump
to climb
is only you
and your love
if u take it away
I will surely
do one thing
will die.....
no fight
no cry
no breath
no jump...

breath in

Pick up a gift box
breath in it
breath in deeply
close is
post it
with speed post
as I am breathless here without u
I am in the last breath
send it to me
my only dream ....

your childhood photo...

I kept your innocence picture inside a frame ....
I kept a cross next to it...
one verse of holly book
punch of flower
and holly ash from temple ...
I called all God and Goddess
to protect you and bring you back
....my only moon ....

My smile

my smile to my executioner,who is the only one that comes for only one death blow...not more than one ...that he play his ax just on my neck not on my heart.

don't delay...just do it

My granny told me "when u want to say something just wait and think and don't be in hurry as might it hurt some one or create some problem for u ....many days wanted to tell you how great u are but I didn't tell and now it is too late to tell you ...too late ...I will teach my grand children just do it .........as tomorrow might be so late ....

worship

I found you
my innocence love
took you home
kept you there
to give love
and beloved by you
now I am worshiping you
forgive me ....
there is big gap between me and you
you are God
I am your servant ..

Hope

I was waiting in arrival gate
to see hope
as they told he is on the way.....
oh God I was wrong
He was leaving from departure Gate ...
news was correct he was on the way but in other way .....
I came back without hope ....
I came back with so much pain...

miss my breath

In my birth day, you called me to remind me how you still remember me .How you went through pain of giving birth to me and now yet you are carrying all pain of missing me. How great you are my dearest mother. I miss you and my land ...I miss my breath and big question is what should I do ? what I am doing here...studying literature to learn how love is important in life but you know that without going to college...you gave all your life to teach it and I am searching it in books ...forgive me for my mistake...

crossing ...

Let me breath
one more time
let me write
one more time
to
tell
how painful
is your absent ....

let me breath..

I am searching for your shadow
To share my loneliness
To escape of my sadness
Don’t escape
Please
Don’t escape
Stop for a moment
Let me breath....

I have to leave....

I have to collect my luggage
As I decided to go
What should I keep in that?
My memory of your land
The history of our love
The memory of all your care
Your picture
Your smile
Your anger
How heavy I am
To move
To leave your land
To go
With whom should I share?
Where do I belong?
From now onward
Thousands sunset and sunrises
I had in your place
I can’t imagine
Start again
How heavy I am
My dear friend
My dear love
My dear teacher
You thought me
Love
Care
Trust
Hope
To whom should I give?
All that you gave me!