Hello Hello Hello
Is there anyone there!?
Any one can hear me?!
Any one can see me?!
I need just one "Yes""
or may be one sign
Tell me something
Even one Hi
then i will keep going
then I know yesterday was real

then I know your were there
Hello Hello Hello
Is there anyone there?

Justice or Love

There is wonder
silence
thousands questions
one more time
collect all my life in one luggage
and walk to my unknown future
and leave my heart behind
This time journey without heart....
This time made choice
Justice or love?

Sarzamin Man

With tiredness

With heart full of pain

With a chalk from our land

 Can write on the board

Can draw the portrait from “Home”

Freedom

Enlightenment ,

Loneliness

Possible everyday during prayer

With doubt about all

With ambiguity and error

Forthright

Between two prayer

Keep head on the earth

In the land of others

Cry and morn

Remember those past days

We can stay silent

Burn with out any cry of pain

Can say again

We are alive

Even without feeling it

We can divide

All pain because of

Loneliness

We can change our destiny

But I have doubt

To be able to forget

Your name, your memory

I have doubt

To be able to forget

Those moments you embraced me

I have doubt that be able

To forget the taste of your care

Childhood

Home

Vatan

Familiar childhood song

Habituated alphabet

I wish you knew that

Loneliness is permanent

I wish could go back

To childhood

To find peace

I removed purdah

From face

But alas

Heart still is in purdah

It need familiar one

To come out of Purdah

Mother land

Love of father

Home

Familiar land

Kindness hands

His holy silence in absence of peace

I don't appreciate your silence
nor your absence

Since you decided to be silent 
they talk on your behalf
Earth became land for fight

I don't appreciate your silence 
nor your absence

Since you kept quite 
they narrate their misquotation

Everywhere, everyone 
talk on your behalf
about what you want 
about what you said
about your judgment
about your rule

Break your silence
let us know the truth 
bring peace one more time.

secret

she never ever share you with others
Not even with you
she scape of all eyes
not to share the reflection of you in her eyes
she walked to the corner
closed her eyes
reviewed you
for one more time
like 1000 other times..
she never ever share you
not even with you...

remove from distance

some people born with distance and isolation
some people live with in distance and isolation
some draw a wall keep distance behind it
some erase distance and move from isolation
I jumped from distance
with your eyes
kept your dream in isolation
within me
climbed all distance
moment to moment
behind your shadow
not interest in all distance
those that take you away from me
when reached you fully
without distance
all my heart and my soul
was hearing
your breath middle of my hair
distance dis appeared
I 



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My destination

•Sitting in bus stop

•Wondering

•Which bus reach you faster

•Which road end to you

•Sitting

•Wondering

•Some one asked me

•Where is your destination?

•I told my destination is “Him”

 

Like a mother

Hindustan, the land that taught me

To see, to hear, to dance , to smile, to love

And I was unfamiliar with the alphabet of

Friendship

Tired of fight, walked to your land

How nicely you act as mother for me…

How sweet you hold me 

Never Go

I collected all road
To make sure you will never go
but road was excuse
your heart was not here ...

arrival

 

I decorated all gates of the city
when news came that you are coming
waiting much before sunrise
for your arrival
I have forgotten
heavenly one knows fly
you never walk ..

Essensce of flower

I

You are here like essence of flower
That surrounded us for a moment
The essence that can't hold it
stop it .. 
you are here like essence of blossom in the morning
I am heavy to walk away
from your essence
I can hear you
like Voice from distance
I can feel you
like my dream..
you go away but still feel you
feel your sweet essence
difficult to forget those essence

passenger

Passenger keep going
I am just in wonder
Not waiting for you
Not for new arrival
the last arrival, the last passenger
Has taken my smile
hast taken my happiness
has taken my freedom
passenger keep going
I am just in wonder

call him Disagree

Disagree was strange
some times happy
sometimes sad
but always disagree
If you go right
he goes left
If you go left
He goes right
But still part of three angle

 

Today was raining day
Like 1000 other raining days
But I was not like other 1000 raining days
As I have you within me
You are growing in me
Day by day
You become bigger and bigger
I become smaller and smaller
I know you never walk in this earth
You are heavenly
Not earthly
I jump from the highest tips
without fear
I know you are in me
You will hold me
You will become wings
we will fly
I will never fall
You know how to fly
You are not earthly
You are heavenly
touch me deeper
fly faster
 

Made me silent

Those eyes crossed me
discovered me
controlled me
Those eyes surrounded me
Those eyes saw me
deep and open
Those eyes caught me
arrested me
I am in the hand of those eyes
The ever lasting taste
The ever lasting memory
Those eyes know me

 

your ever lasting memory

I close my eyes and count
10 ...9....8....1
I start with you and end with you
Your eyes talk loudly
smoothly
your eyes reached me faster
your eyes touched me deeper
your eyes know me better
Your eyes hold me stronger
Your eyes remember me longer
Your eyes are kind
Your eyes touch me better
Lets look to each other
eyes talk better....

Your smile and my tears

I became bird to see your smile
I became bird to remove your pains
your smile and my tears did miracle..

 

maybe forever !

I am tasting silence
practicing silence
Try to swallow it
Try to forget it
Try to accept it
I am going to be silent
This is my right
This is my space 
This is my life
silent silent silent ...

The one in the mirro

It seems she was talking with some one
those eyes in the mirror
still were looking at her
she had nothing to say
Those eyes
that told lies
and left
It is better to go and she turned back
those eyes were still in the mirror
but she left
without telling a word
she left
To hear a new lie
from a new arrival
In the new place
The old story of going...
root less , aim less , time less