All I have with in me

Do u know who am I ?
this is me
in your absent
take a hand of
mud
remember me ..

cry out

I couldn't stop my river as no one be able to stop a river .The moment I tried to hold him
he found another way .

you were here
still I feel it
the greenery of my life
all shows u were real
you were here
still I feel it
all I had to offer u
was broken and nothing more...

over and over and over again

Point to one
Who always is present
to one
who is great
who is
in my beginning
in my end
who always be present in
my pain
in my tears

weeping may endure for a night

I gave all that I had to my first arrival
what can I give u now?
there is neither hope nor dream

maybe tomorrow be better day

Expecting you as always
waiting for u became my habit
I saw in shadow
some one was coming
he was like dream
when he came
I thought this is u
but he was just friend
just a friend
he gave me
a bad news
don't wait
that he never come again
my river ,my moon ,my sun,my love
you left me
to whom should I complain ?
where should I go
in my sadness,loneliness
where is the open arms to hold me
who will care
I wept deeply
sadly
which side should I go ??
still no answer ...

I curse it....

I curse all distance all road and walls
that make us separate
I curse all days
nights
that make us separate
I curse all darkness ,cloud
rain ,snow
that make us separate
I curse all moments that
makes us separate
I curse all my blood and flash
that makes us separate
Dear friend
I curse even myself
that make us separate

I LOVE ,THEREFORE I AM

I need a glass of hope a punch of desirea bottle of luck a slice of life
I went to God I ask him for all
He asked, me "why you need all"I told ,"i want to make a garden, and call it life".
He told "what else"
I told "nothing"
I had so much love,I mix it hope, with desire ,with luck and with life.
The percentage of love was more and luck could not show itselfeven desire,even hope,
Old gardner looking at me just told"dear ,dont mix so much love with all".
I replied, "just wait"
I have enough love, he became silent .my garden completed
But no clue of desire ,hope,luck and life all became love.
Green and green
Greener than gods dream.He told me,the source of your luck ,desire and life and hope is with god. he will send it everydaybut where is source of love.I showed my my hand, your token was there.