When life was more kind

Do you know where should I go to find my childhood ?
My past
My happiness
the time that life was beautiful
the time that my dad was the biggest man in my mind
the time that all story that I read
End with happiness
The time that ....

Lost

Since I became strange in your life
I ask about you
from strange people

None of them like you

There are many faces around
some of them smiling
some of them look at me
But
None of them touch my heart as you do ...

Search for your hand

Look at me
This is all about me
searching in every corner
To find your hands ...
The hand that can do miracle ...

I promise I will never dream

Where is my childhood?                                           
I want to go back
back to my childhood
I promise I will never dream for future
I promise I will never dream for adulthood ...
let me to go back to my childhood ..
The time that father was strongest man in my eyes
The time that all stories had happy ending ...
Where is my childhood ?
I want to go back ...
Back to my childhood ...

With out YOU

This is all about me
This is all about me
After you....

Never without you

Trust me 

That without you I will never surface ....
Ever Never

Fate

He told me ...
God give us a pencil to draw our life ...
To design our fate
A while sheet
And time to complete our painting
I know if God see my sheet
He can see
one picture ...
one name ...
That is you...only you....all my fate...all my life.

Beg you

I knocked the door
You didn't open it
I insisted and insisted
But
Still door is closed
Now I beg you
Beg you to stay
Beg you to look at me
Beg you to hold me
Beg you to read me

I asked him desperately ....
How can I connect with God
He told me
If you become deeply Sad
Fully desperate
completely upset
Then
You can see Him
closely......
Today I am desperate....Upset ...Sad ...     

Home

Home was not like the picture you showed me
Home was unknown
Home was not friendly
Home didn't look after me ...

spring didn't come here

I let you go
with so much pain
I let you go
with so much sorrow
I let you go
still waiting
for you to come back
waiting to hear your voice

April without you

April without you
Is slow,awkward
And painful ....