Wednesday, June 30, 2010

where is my horse man?



My horseman
who promised
will never give up
today
I miss your care
miss your care
miss all your care

Monday, June 28, 2010

nothing except trust


Trust you
trust you
trust you
no more word
all is you
and just trust
trust that you will be back
trust that u are fine
trust that u are happy
trust that u will never leave me...

Friday, June 25, 2010

miss my breath



I try to touch your place
that you live there
just pain is there
with my first attempt
blood moved
pain and blood
didn't let me
worship you
touch you
I am sick
in this ice land
I try to make myself warm
no result
my breath is colder than air
walk with pain
to see sun set
to tell her
that I am dying here
But
I reach so late
she left before
I know she is there with you
to make your day bright
I didn't see this much
darkness
here is dark
trust me
It is heavy to carry
trust me that I am so cold
trust me all light went when you left me
where is my land ? my place ?
I am from no where ....
I wanna to close my eyes and rest for ever....

Sunday, June 20, 2010

fly

what is different
between night and day
between
dark and light
between today
and tomorrow
when No one is there for u
I am here
far
far
far
lonely than God
silent than silence
bring me wing
mines is broken
I want to fly
some one
is burning
our
garden
come fast....
bring me punch of feather

live

You told me to live
to avoid of death
I am dying
to live without you...

Rainbow



I Believe strongly
the beauty of rainbow
will be the reward of
people
that stand in rain longer than others..

Saturday, June 19, 2010

My love is my God


My love is time less
Place less
He is every where
And
No where
He is big and great
But it become small as much as I can carry it
He become father
To fill the empty place of my father
He becomes a child
To fill the empty place of child in my life
He removes my tears
When I cry
He holds me when I am not stable
He pushes me when I fear to move
He brings hope for me when I am hope less
He waits for me
When I am late
He feeds me when I am hungry
He makes me warm
When I am cold
He makes me cold
When I have fever
He supports me
When I need
He listens to me
When I speak
He cries with me
When I cry
He gives me love
When I am full of hate
He smile when I shout
He walks with me slow
When I am slow
He covers me
When it is raining
He become sun
When I am in dark road
He become hope
When I am hopeless
He is aware
When I am unaware
He becomes conscious
When I am unconscious
He is awake
When I sleep
He is soft
When I am harsh
He is friend
When I surrounded by enemy
He stands on my side
When all stand opposite
He is brave
He calls me softly
Lovely
He forgive me
When I do mistake
He gives me reward
When I do right
He never leaves me
He never brake his promise
He suffer because of me
But
Never put blame on me
He carries all heavy
And
Brings comfort for me
Just tell me
What else I need
Just tell me
Do I have right?
To call him
My love, my God

Friday, June 18, 2010

you gave your love ,I will give my life to u

To you that brought light in my life
I hold my promise
for ever and ever
I keep you in the centre of my heart
in deepest place
in longest part
that no harm come to u
all my soul and flesh
surrounded u
no one can find
your place
to take it
stay there for ever .....and ever
you are safe
remain safe
this is my promise
to my love
my future man...

My love carry moon

My love carry moon
every night
and
keep it on the top of my house
he is strong
every night
moon is different
he make it different
give me your hand
to kiss
to remove
all pain
give me your shoulder
to kiss to remove
the pain that
come to u
everyday by carrying moon
days and week
months and years
moon was not interest
to come here
now my love bring it
every night
just for me
to make my life bright
yes this is my moon....

Thursday, June 17, 2010

I am in a new land



I dont want a word

I want a sentence

I want line

to use it

for cross all sadness

I crossed the land of

sadness

I settledown in the land of hope

you are the king of this place

give me migration ...

let me stay in your land...

roots were deep and strong

They came to cut it
as they thought
there is no life there
there was no leaf
no flower
but strong root
they were wrong
that tree had life
under ground
they left it
as no one
could find
roots
they dig
deep and deepest
no way to reach
root had connection
some where far
in the river of love

Sunday, June 6, 2010

In the absent on my sun


The weather is cold

I called the sun

to come

as all here

in the land of forgotten people

earth is full of ice

this group have forgotten life

warm

hope

joy

smile

sun
all became myth
no one remember
it was truth
all will come if sun comeback again


Saturday, June 5, 2010

No one can feel except u

I cross my name
with out any logical reason
I pass hardly
from this thought
without any reason
I have tear in my eyes
pain in my heart
sadness in my mind
sob in my throat
waiting for you to come
you come with firewood
in your hand
to make me warm
you put big fire
I jump to your fire
I cry but not because of burn
but because of all pain
that I carried in your absent
and
you go a gain
no one be there to remove pain
I will wait again till you come
again and again
to remove all pain
no one can see it
except you ...