Saturday, November 28, 2009

It was so late


It was so late
to save
to help
to stop
It was so late
to talk
to hear
to beg
It was so late
bring back smile
give you happiness
it was so late
it was the time of fail
sorrow
sadness
and you asked me
to stay with you
how should I explain
the chaos
to you
your world is pure
white
just remember
I am sorry
I came so late
so late

Sunday, November 22, 2009

no one except you


No one can find our pain that we went through except ourselves...

No one can find about the moment of joy we went through that to gether except ourselves..

No one can find about the moment we took the apple of tree ....

No one can feel our pain of missing

our joy of finding

the only picture I have is full of shadow

no one can realise and feel

the joy of the moment that we took it

except ourseves..

No one is here to remove pain of missing you except

my dream of your smile...

No one can find the land in our garden

that we discovered together

that I hide all our memory

in the corner of lake ...

No one except atree that was there with us ..

My first and my last

My heart was blue

but now it became gray

It was sunny

now is cloudy

It was warm

Now its cold

It was alive

Now its ......

How far is from calm to lonelyness
from anger to calm
from pain to cry
from life to die
if I go nonstop
ceaseless
breathless
how long it takes time ?
how far should I go
to find peace

Second coming!!!

To you might coming
No one is here
let me be honest with you
no one is waiting for u
no one is expecting you
I have nothing to share
nothing to tell
nothing to give
I don't need anything
I don't want anyone
remember if u are coming
I cant love you
I cant worship you
I cant even fight with you
I cant make you happy or sad
I cant make you angry
I will look at your eyes
but I cant see you
you can touch me
but I cant feel it
you can give me your program
like your PC
with any language
I will use it
but I cant feel it
there is "I"here any more
I cant cry for you
I cant smile
you can hold me
but I will never hold you
I can listen but I never hear you
There is big bridge between me
and the world of my sense
you cant pass of that bridge
you can live with me
full time
But only you will take my time
my body will be there with you
but my soul will not be there
I have no geography location
where you can find my soul
it is somewhere
with someone
don't search
I searched
I couldn't find
all and all
I told
this is
me
me
me
are you still want to come??????

love can die





Love can grow up

love can go

love can come

lovecan smile

love can promise

love can laugh

love can put on weight

Love can lose weight

Love can break his promise

love can leave you on the way

love can keep u safe

love can change his mentality

love can be double

love can be so big

love can be small

love can go to market
love can get lost

love can be worry

love can cry

love can shout

love can get tired

get worry

love can have cold

love can have fever

love can be mad

love can be fat

but remember

love can not do onething......



Friday, November 20, 2009

All that I want


All that I want
All that I wanted
All that I seek
All that I needed
Alll and All
was and is you

All I have with in me


Do u know who am I ?
this is me
in your absent
take a hand of
mud
remember me ..

cry out











I couldn't stop my river as no one be able to stop a river .The moment I tried to hold him
he found another way .

you were here
still I feel it
the greenery of my life
all shows u were real
you were here
still I feel it
all I had to offer u
was broken and nothing more...

over and over and over again

Point to one
Who always is present
to one
who is great
who is
in my beginning
in my end
who always be present in
my pain
in my tears


weeping may endure for a night

I gave all that I had to my first arrival
what can I give u now?
there is neither hope nor dream

Sunday, November 15, 2009

maybe tomorrow be better day

Expecting you as always
waiting for u became my habit
I saw in shadow
some one was coming
he was like dream
when he came
I thought this is u
but he was just friend
just a friend
he gave me
a bad news
don't wait
that he never come again
my river ,my moon ,my sun,my love
you left me
to whom should I complain ?
where should I go
in my sadness,loneliness
where is the open arms to hold me
who will care
I wept deeply
sadly
which side should I go ??
still no answer ...

I curse it....

I curse all distance all road and walls
that make us separate
I curse all days
nights
that make us separate
I curse all darkness ,cloud
rain ,snow
that make us separate
I curse all moments that
makes us separate
I curse all my blood and flash
that makes us separate
Dear friend
I curse even myself
that make us separate

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I LOVE ,THEREFORE I AM

I need a glass of hope a punch of desirea bottle of luck a slice of life
I went to God I ask him for all
He asked, me "why you need all"I told ,"i want to make a garden, and call it life".
He told "what else"
I told "nothing"
I had so much love,I mix it hope, with desire ,with luck and with life.
The percentage of love was more and luck could not show itselfeven desire,even hope,
Old gardner looking at me just told"dear ,dont mix so much love with all".
I replied, "just wait"
I have enough love, he became silent .my garden completed
But no clue of desire ,hope,luck and life all became love.
Green and green
Greener than gods dream.He told me,the source of your luck ,desire and life and hope is with god. he will send it everydaybut where is source of love.I showed my my hand, your token was there.